Rabu, April 15

money first. life second.

It's so disturbing when your intention to help person in need suddenly become a profit based treatment.

One patient, a non Malaysian referred from district hospital for open fracture left femur grade 3. I was stunned as the staff immediately came to the father asking how much money he had. The father, a small built man with a rough dark skin (you can tell all his entire life spent to find money for the family), blinking his eyes, rubbed his head as he had about 30 ringgit in his hand.

I stood there. Speechless. Can we just treat the patient first? Sooner or later; money come first, life comes second. And I hate my life now.

Selasa, April 7

Nanti

Bila sudah dewasa, mau jadi apa?




Sudah hampir 10 tahun berlalu.
Dari waktu aku memutuskan menolak pengajianku di UTM.
Siapa sangka aku mampu bertahan sebegini.
Pernah, aku nangis teresak-esak mahu berundur dari pengajian.
Tapi tidak aku lakukan itu.
Malahan aku lulus juga peperiksaan profesionalku.
(Walau hanya lulus pas-pasan aja)

Nanti, bila dah MO mahu sambung apa?


Pencapaian hidup adalah sesuatu yang subjektif dan dinamik.


Doakan.
Tahun depan sambung master.
Pengajian bidang perubatan kecemasan.